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VARHELL - HE/HIM - 21

Hey! I'm Var, I'm a digital artist and a huge shut-in lol.
I've got poor social skills and I tend to keep to myself, but I'm trying! I appreciate everyone that still tries to talk to me regardless <3
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(the darkened social icons are inactive ones)

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Sorry if it seems like too much lol I want to be thorough✦ BEFORE YOU FOLLOW ✦

  • I do not typically put content/trigger warnings on my casual content if it is not a common discomfort. For example, I will not tag a drawing of a spider, but I will tag a drawing of gore.

  • I typically do not censor words, names, or phrases unless a friend/myself needs it, the space I'm in requires it, or there is platform censorship.

  • I do not need any tags, warnings, or censors for phrases. Image-wise, always tag NSFL and NSFW content.

  • I reclaim some slurs, though I only use them with close friends. I will always ask if you're okay with it if we aren't already familiar!

  • I do not need or typically use tone indicators. If you need me to use them with you, please let me know and I'll try my best to remember :]

  • For Twitter specifically, I've gone private due to the rampant AI use and commonplace abuse of artists. I'm not going to be active on it anymore, so requesting to follow is discouraged, apologies.

  • I block very freely on all of my social medias. Do not block evade to ask why, this includes sending a friend to ask. I also mutual block.

  • Idgaf if NSFW accounts interact with me, but I will be checking to make sure you're not drawing repulsive shit. Goon ethically, friends.

✦ DO NOT INTERACT IF... ✦

  • Usual DNI criteria (racist, homophobic, transphobic, bigoted in general, map, zoo, zionist, blah blah).

  • SPECIFIC FANDOMS ✦ Ongezellig, Blue Archive, TCoAAL, KJP (really any Roblox transfur game), Brickbattler, Okegom, MSI, Alfred's Playhouse, Daybreak (Roblox), Mouthwashing (I can tolerate it if you aren't a Jimmy fan).

  • Part of sh/ed communities and/or glorify self harm.

  • Anti-neopronouns/xenogenders, LGB✂TQ types, "gay not queer" types, transmedicalists, and all other flavors of infighting queerphobia.

  • GCs, TERFs, non-intersectional feminists, "gender realists", "adult human females/males", "XX/XY", "bio-essentialists", JKR supporters, and/or "neutral" parties. Radfems are thin ice, if you think trans women are anything less than women, DNI.

  • Right wingers, conservatives, Trump supporters, "patriots", MAGAts, Elon fanboys, and everything in that same vein.

  • Pro/com/darkshippers/profic/dead dove/anti-anti, loli/shota/kodocons, cub artists/consumers, feral NSFW artists, and/or support/are neutral to those topics.

  • Pro-para in any way, shape, or form. (and I'm talking about the modern usage of the term, most normal people with harmless paraphilias don't associate with those types lol)

  • Crypto, NFT, web3, bitcoin, "AI artists", artists for for NFTs, have sold any of your work as an NFT or for any cryptocurrency, and/or AI """art""" supporters/tolerators.

  • Friends of certain people I no longer wish to associate with. If you know who, you know who.

  • You refer to trans people with derogatory and/or ignorant terms. If you use those terms for yourself, that's alright, but please don't apply them to others or me.

  • I'd prefer if people under 18 didn't try to befriend me or try to get into my personal spaces. You can interact idc, I'm just not interested in being your buddy.

  • Difficult-to-read typing quirk users that refuse to translate.

  • You call the gay man flag the "toothpaste flag" and disparage/threaten its users. Peep this if you want, or maybe This.

  • You align yourself with any radqueer labels or communities, or are supportive/neutral of those things.

  • Femcels/incels, 4chan/soyjak party users, Kiwifarm users, and all other connected/associated sites and communities.

  • Cringe culture perpetuators. I used to be like this but things have clearly changed over time.. now I'm into fucking Roblox lmao.

  • Anti-NSFW art completely, not just the immoral stuff.

  • R-slur users. I have yet to see a single person use that word in a positive light when "reclaiming" it.

homebyf/dniabout meinterestsart + chars

Aight what's good.
I'm Varhell but I mostly go by Var. I'm a 21 year old demiaroace gay trans man and go by he/him. Not much else to say there lol I don't typically make it front and center.
As probably seen on the home page, I am an artist! I mostly just draw my own ocs and owed work for other people, but I do rarely draw fanart. I also enjoy writing and worldbuilding, but those are more personal things to me, I don't have much of that public atm.I have fallen out of habit of using public social medias regularly and I am currently working on fixing that. I'm very active on Toyhou.se though, as it's a fairly hands-off community for me. I'm also on Discord pretty much 24/7, feel free to hmu. I am incapable of starting conversations in dm though.. lol.
I've got poor social skills but I try nonetheless, please be patient if I take a long time to respond. I don't mind being poked now and again :]
I prefer to make friends naturally instead of going off of the premise of "hey can we be friends?". If you'd like to get to know me, just chit chat n it'll happen eventually.Something I want to make note of for anybody who plans on interacting with me, I am a very slow responder. I've managed to narrow it down to my ADHD and chronic stress severely accentuating my executive dysfunction issues and I am currently being medicated for it, but it's still an active work in progress. If possible, have a little extra patience with me :']I suppose if there's anything else you feel the need to know, you can message me abt it. Just don't try to get personal about it, thank you.

homebyf/dniabout meinterestsart + chars

Onto interests! If you like any of these too I'd be down to chit chat abt em. I'm kinda lowkey with some tho lol.
If its bolded and underlined I'm particularly into it atm!
✦ MEDIA ✦
In order of most to least interested!
✦ MAJOR INTERESTS ✦

✦ SIDE/LESSER INTERESTS ✦

✦ GENERAL ✦

  • Difficult/rage games

  • Roblox (nostalgia stuff in general rocks, I fw the modern takes on retro stuff lol)

  • Rhythm games

  • Digital art

  • Writing/worldbuilding

  • Character design

  • Music (particularly hardcore + its subgenres, metal, darksynth, indie rock, EDM, and more)

  • Psychology and mental health

  • 80's, vaporwave, cyberpunk, urban, and dystopian aesthetics

  • Technology (software in particular)

  • My own characters lol

  • Taco Bell :)

✦ COMFORTS/FAVS ✦
yes some of my own ocs are my comforts i know im lame they make me happy and they fucking eat up 2 out of my 3 total braincells :(((

RiderThe Edge1x1x1x1Banhammer
FuriFuriRobloxPhighting
MarcusSimonFredrikLevi
(oc)(oc)(oc)(oc)
LanceSilas
(oc)(oc)

✦ MUSIC ✦
I've also got a sizeable Youtube playlist to peruse!
Click the album for my favorite song from it!

✦ GAME BRAG BOARD ✦
Because I clearly haven't made myself look annoying enough :^)
fr though some of these really aren't that special lol I'm just personally proud of them or think they're neat.

  • Unhealthy Muse Dash enjoyer ✦ I am lvl 12k, have 146 APs, have 879 hours, have a RL of 11.192, and ranked #130 on the modded global boards :3

  • 14k Regretevator floors (showerless%) ✦ All badges except the Scag ones, 500 streak, and meet a dev. I no longer wish to play though, as I really dislike the direction the game's been going. Nerfing HALL OF to death was a dealbreaker ngl.

  • Unhealthy Nuclear Throne enjoyer too ✦ 790 hours baybee. No 100% though, I ran out of steam halfway through crowns :(

  • Furimaxxing ✦ 139 hours, 100% achievements. I feel so ill about this game I want to chew on Rider.

  • She Viscera on my Cleanup till I Detail ✦ 187 hours, 100% achievements across main game and all DLC.

  • Healthy-ish Hollow Knight enjoyer ✦ 238 hours, 112% completion file with all flowers delivered, PoH completed, and a decent chunk of radiant bosses done. I've yet to sit down and 100% it achievement-wise tho lol

  • Pressure SUCKS ✦ 28 main wins, 3 Raveyard wins, 1 Hunted win (for the event lol), and 12.5k kroner to my name. My hardest badge rn is either I'm Outta Here! or Extra Careful, need to get back to practicing lol. Also have Early Bird :3

  • Doors also SUCKS ✦ I used to have impressive stats but then floor 2 hit lol. 30.5k knobs, A-1000, Hotel Hell, both Rock Bottoms, and all April Fool's badges. I'll get back on the badge grind eventually maybe lol

  • Silly Seal YAWWNN who gaf ✦ All badges, almost every fish (missing megalodon), and all forages :3 Rebirthing scares me

homebyf/dniabout meinterestsart + chars

Just stuff regarding my art and characters, including things I'd like to state about my toyhou.se page!✦ ART AND TRADES ✦

  • COMMISSIONS - TENTATIVE || Check em out here!

  • REQUESTS - CLOSED || Likely permanently, I only take them at very rare times. I prefer to get something back for my work.

  • ART TRADES - CLOSED || Friends, similar skill level, or if I come to you first.

  • COLLABS - CLOSED || Collabs with strangers and lesser-known acquaintances are often frustrating for me.

  • DESIGN TRADES - CLOSED || So long as you can match my tastes, I can probably match yours. However, I am more receptive to making you art in return for a custom.

  • CHARACTER TRADES - OPEN || I'm always open to character trades on allowed chars so long as they are fair.

✦ NOTES ✦
This section is more Toyhou.se centric as my page kinda focuses on aesthetics over information.. oops lol.

  • Char pings can be asked for here. Keep in mind that not every character I will allow pings on.

  • If you would like to offer on my characters, offer on this bulletin.

  • If drawing any of my characters, PLEASE do not edit their design if the profile does not clearly state it can change. If a character's design is not clear, please ask me for help :]

  • I will give people plenty of time to work on things like owed art, but when it comes to character trades, I will allow 3 days at most, less if I have sent my half of the trade.

  • This is my blacklist. Users who have broken my TOS or are otherwise people I no longer wish to associate with go here.

  • This is my greylist. Users who ghost me during transactions end up on here. If you're on here, don't offer on my chars or commission me, you've proven your work ethic to me.

  • I don't mind if you put my characters on dreamie lists and wants/wishlists, just know that there is no guarantee you'll obtain those characters. Do not beg for my characters though.

  • Many of my characters have unsavory traits and/or more mature themes to them. Particularly bad or blatant ones have accurate profile warnings. Should go without saying, but I do not condone or glorify the actions of my characters.

  • Character "hoarding" is not a thing, and if you believe it is I would prefer you stay off my page. It is a manipulative and ableist term coined to shame people into keeping desirable characters circulating in trades.

✦ FAQ ✦
This section is for any questions people may commonly have about my characters and/or my work. This is less aimed towards Toyhouse, as I already have a more appropriate FAQ there.
✦ REGARDING ARTWORK ✦

  • WHAT DO YOU DRAW WITH? ✦ I use Clip Studio Paint PRO 2.0 on a Huion Kamvas GT-191.

  • WHAT BRUSHES DO YOU USE? ✦ Mostly custom brushes and freebies off of the CSP asset store. Show a specific drawing and I will provide the brush(es).

  • DO YOU TAKE REQUESTS/ART TRADES/COMMISSIONS?Scroll up.

  • MAY I DRAW INSPIRATION FROM YOUR ART AND/OR CHARACTERS? ✦ Art, sure. Characters, please personally ask me first, a lot of my guys are very close to my heart.

  • MAY I REUPLOAD YOUR ART ELSEWHERE? ✦ No. If you do so anyways, I will take necessary action. However, if the art is of your own character/you commissioned it then you have free reign, just credit me wherever possible.

  • MAY I USE YOUR ART ON MY PROFILE? ✦ No. If you do so anyways, I will take necessary action. However, if the art is of your own character/you commissioned it then you have free reign, just credit me wherever possible.

✦ REGARDING CHARACTERS ✦

  • MAY I USE YOUR CHARACTER AS AN ICON/MUSE? ✦ No. If you do so anyways, I will take necessary action.

  • MAY I MAKE YOU GIFT ART? ✦ Go wild, just stay faithful to the original design :]

  • CAN OUR CHARACTERS BE FRIENDS/ENEMIES/LOVERS? ✦ If you are not close to me, I will likely say no, sorry :[

  • MAY I KIN YOUR CHARACTERS? ✦ Please don't. I'd also prefer if any systems didn't tell me they have an alter of one of my characters. No shade ofc, I know it's uncontrollable, it just stresses me out to be aware of.

  • MAY I MAKE KINSONAS OF YOUR CHARACTERS? ✦ If the character hasn't been present in a publicly consumable type of interactive media, like a game, then no.

  • MAY I SELFSHIP/YUMESHIP WITH YOUR CHARACTERS? ✦ Preferably no.

  • CAN I CALL YOUR CHARACTERS COMFORTS/FAVS? ✦ So long as things stay healthy, you have my blessing.

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